1 00:00:09,000 --> 00:00:12,440 I'm going to fake my death. 2 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:17,160 We'll be able to claim the life insurance. 3 00:00:19,160 --> 00:00:21,640 Don't let me down, now. 4 00:00:21,680 --> 00:00:23,600 Police, please. 5 00:00:23,640 --> 00:00:25,640 I think my husband might be missing. 6 00:00:28,080 --> 00:00:29,640 Or you could just tell the boys. 7 00:00:29,680 --> 00:00:33,040 If it ever goes tits up, they'd be implicated, wouldn't they? 8 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:35,840 He's gonna be fine. No, sweetheart. 9 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:37,680 I think we've lost him. I really do. 10 00:00:39,960 --> 00:00:45,000 I'm afraid they are now calling the search off, Anne. 11 00:00:47,280 --> 00:00:50,920 Where is the last place anyone would ever think of looking? 12 00:00:50,960 --> 00:00:53,440 Next bloody door! 13 00:00:56,560 --> 00:01:01,040 To be honest with you, Anne, this is pretty much case closed for us now. 14 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:09,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 15 00:01:24,360 --> 00:01:25,640 John! 16 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:28,720 For heaven's sake, someone will see you! 17 00:01:28,760 --> 00:01:30,800 See who? 18 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:32,480 I'm dead. 19 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,520 Right, come on, Dobbin. Shake a leg, work to do. 20 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:44,640 We'll start with Mutual Assured. 21 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:50,160 I think you'll find they owe me 136,000 of your Earth pounds. 22 00:02:04,080 --> 00:02:06,920 And you will go out through number four, won't you? 23 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:08,920 Obviously. 24 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:11,080 And don't let them give you any nonsense. 25 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:14,640 They owe us, fair and square. 26 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:10,560 PHONE RINGS 27 00:03:10,600 --> 00:03:12,800 'Good morning, Assured Mutual. How can I help you?' 28 00:03:12,840 --> 00:03:15,880 Oh, hello, could you tell me who I need to speak to 29 00:03:15,920 --> 00:03:18,640 about making a life insurance claim, please? 30 00:03:18,680 --> 00:03:20,280 'Er, hold the line, please. 31 00:03:20,320 --> 00:03:22,600 'I'll just put you through to the relevant department.' 32 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:38,000 Sadly, no, they've not found his body yet, I'm afraid. 33 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:40,120 'Right. Erm, sorry, would you mind holding again?' 34 00:03:40,160 --> 00:03:42,040 Yes, I'll hold. 35 00:04:13,280 --> 00:04:15,520 What do you mean, "They need to discuss it"? 36 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:17,440 Just that. 37 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,960 No-body claims have their own rules, apparently. 38 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:23,000 It's all quite complicated, so they need to discuss it. 39 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:25,040 I knew this would happen. 40 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:26,760 You've let them bully you, Anne. 41 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:29,800 This was nothing to do with being bullied. 42 00:04:29,840 --> 00:04:31,440 These are simply their rules. 43 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:34,080 You can't be trusted. I should have done it myself. 44 00:04:34,120 --> 00:04:36,400 Oh, my God, I wish you had bloody drowned. 45 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:42,240 I beg your pardon? 46 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,600 You are so selfish. Me, selfish? 47 00:04:47,640 --> 00:04:50,280 You literally never think about what this is like for me, do you? 48 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:54,320 What it's like to be terrified of every single knock on the door. 49 00:04:54,360 --> 00:04:56,000 Wondering if it's the bailiffs again, 50 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:58,880 or another well-wisher wanting to give me a hug I don't deserve. 51 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:01,400 Or the police saying, "We know what you did." 52 00:05:01,440 --> 00:05:04,400 All you ever say is, "The worst is over, love." 53 00:05:04,440 --> 00:05:06,200 Well, it might be for you, but let me tell you 54 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:08,360 it is most certainly not for me. 55 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:11,520 On an hourly basis, John. On an hourly basis, 56 00:05:11,560 --> 00:05:14,320 I am still having to lie to my parents, 57 00:05:14,360 --> 00:05:17,000 to strangers and to our sons. 58 00:05:17,040 --> 00:05:21,320 So for me, every day is still utterly, utterly awful! 59 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,880 Well, I'm sorry I'm not actually dead, Anne. 60 00:05:25,920 --> 00:05:30,120 I'm sure you would love to have all that insurance money to yourself. 61 00:05:31,920 --> 00:05:34,000 Ring Mutual Assured 62 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:38,800 and tell them you want a proper meeting, face to face. 63 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:43,440 And don't take no for an answer. 64 00:05:51,480 --> 00:05:53,400 And remember the boys are coming tonight. 65 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:56,160 So pick up your dirty washing, please. 66 00:05:57,240 --> 00:05:59,280 And put the toilet seat down. 67 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:15,400 All I'm saying is, you read about people, don't you, in the papers? 68 00:06:16,640 --> 00:06:19,360 People who've had a stroke or banged their head or something, 69 00:06:19,400 --> 00:06:22,920 and got amnesia, and they end up... I dunno, living on the streets 70 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:25,800 or in some hostel or wherever, and then they just suddenly turn up, 71 00:06:25,840 --> 00:06:28,520 however many months later, not knowing what the hell happened. 72 00:06:30,760 --> 00:06:33,960 They found his canoe, though, Ant, all smashed up. 73 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:36,120 Well, exactly, that's what I'm saying. 74 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:38,520 What if it was smashed up because it got hit by a bigger boat 75 00:06:38,560 --> 00:06:42,080 and... Dad had a head injury, but, 76 00:06:43,800 --> 00:06:45,800 but managed to swim to shore? 77 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:49,760 Well, it's certainly possible. 78 00:06:49,800 --> 00:06:52,160 And we should never give up hope, should we, Mam? 79 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:44,800 See you in the morning. I'll see you in the morning. 80 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:46,440 Right. Night, mate. 81 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:48,400 Night, darling. Night, darling. 82 00:07:48,440 --> 00:07:50,480 Love you, Mam. I love you, too. 83 00:07:51,560 --> 00:07:53,240 Sleep well, all right? Get some rest. 84 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:55,040 You sleep well, too. 85 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:33,360 'Your move, John boy.' 86 00:08:37,320 --> 00:08:39,720 Someone 87 00:08:39,760 --> 00:08:42,240 has been a very naughty lady dragon, 88 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:46,000 and is going to be punished 89 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:48,120 with a smacked bottom. 90 00:09:03,320 --> 00:09:08,000 And so, what I am here today to tell you, Mrs Darwin... 91 00:09:08,040 --> 00:09:09,160 DOORBELL 92 00:09:09,200 --> 00:09:12,520 is that, unfortunately, 93 00:09:12,560 --> 00:09:15,560 Mutual Assured is not currently in a position 94 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:18,080 to be able to pay out on your husband's policy. 95 00:09:19,280 --> 00:09:21,000 Oh. Right. 96 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:23,720 I'm sorry if that comes as a bit of a shock. 97 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:26,480 It does a bit, yes. Can I ask why? 98 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:30,720 The problem is that you have no death certificate. 99 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:33,240 But the police found his smashed-up canoe, 100 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:34,680 they've closed the case. 101 00:09:34,720 --> 00:09:37,360 As far as they're concerned, he is definitely dead. 102 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,200 And I don't doubt it. 103 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:41,760 But as far as the coroner is concerned, 104 00:09:41,800 --> 00:09:46,640 he can't be declared dead until the requisite period of time has passed. 105 00:09:46,680 --> 00:09:48,280 Oh. 106 00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:49,880 Once that period has passed, 107 00:09:49,920 --> 00:09:52,600 and he is then able to hold an inquest 108 00:09:52,640 --> 00:09:54,760 and thus issue a certificate 109 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:59,680 then, of course, we'll be delighted to hon our the claim. 110 00:09:59,720 --> 00:10:03,160 Right. And how long might that be, then, 111 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:05,720 that requisite period, in a no-body case, 112 00:10:05,760 --> 00:10:07,440 how long would normally that be? 113 00:10:07,480 --> 00:10:09,040 Roughly. 114 00:10:09,080 --> 00:10:12,200 The standard time, in a case like this, Mrs Darwin, 115 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:14,880 the usual period is seven years. 116 00:10:17,160 --> 00:10:19,320 I'm sorry? Give or take. 117 00:10:21,800 --> 00:10:23,680 Right. We had no idea. 118 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:26,600 I mean, my boys and I. We had absolutely no... Seven? 119 00:10:28,280 --> 00:10:30,360 Oh, Lord. 120 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:34,760 I'm so sorry. 121 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:41,040 Er... afraid I have another meeting. 122 00:10:42,560 --> 00:10:45,280 Oh. Yes. Of course. I'll see you out. 123 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,640 One last thing I should add. 124 00:10:51,400 --> 00:10:56,720 If you do let the premiums lapse during those seven years, 125 00:10:56,760 --> 00:10:59,720 then the policy would become void, I'm afraid, 126 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:02,720 with no payment due at all. 127 00:11:02,760 --> 00:11:04,640 Death certificate or no. 128 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:11,840 Right. 129 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:19,760 Well, good day to you, Mrs Darwin. 130 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:23,800 And once again, my sincere condolences on your loss. 131 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:28,080 JOHN SCREAMS 132 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:53,360 You know what? 133 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:55,520 It's actually very simple. 134 00:11:56,560 --> 00:11:59,120 What we need... What you need to do... 135 00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:03,400 Me? You need to utilise the sympathy factor. 136 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:05,880 The what? People feel sorry for you. 137 00:12:05,920 --> 00:12:09,480 You said it last week, they think it's awful what you've been through. 138 00:12:09,520 --> 00:12:12,720 It is awful. So we need to exploit that. 139 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:15,000 We need to use your pain and misery 140 00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:17,760 and the boys' grief to get what we need. 141 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:21,400 So... 142 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:27,480 So you go to them, the police, 143 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:30,200 and you tell them how completely impossible it is 144 00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:32,760 for you to move on, to get closure, 145 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:35,160 because you will never, ever truly accept that I am dead, 146 00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:37,680 until you have a death certificate in your hand. 147 00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:40,720 John... And then you plead with them, you beg them, Anne. 148 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:42,920 Oh, you sob and you cry, 149 00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,760 and you beg them to persuade the coroner to hold an inquest. 150 00:12:45,800 --> 00:12:47,120 And not in seven years. 151 00:12:47,160 --> 00:12:50,200 No, not in five, four, three, two, one, but now. 152 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:53,160 Right now. In fact, you insist. 153 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:55,240 Because it is your right. 154 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:02,640 You want me to exploit people's genuine sympathy for your benefit? 155 00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:06,400 Well, obviously don't put it like that, but yes. 156 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:08,480 And actually, 157 00:13:08,520 --> 00:13:10,840 it's for our benefit. 158 00:13:10,880 --> 00:13:13,080 That's nit picking, I know, but still. 159 00:13:13,120 --> 00:13:16,600 Every time I think you can't sink any lower, you surprise me. 160 00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:19,040 No, John, I will not do it. I will not. 161 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:20,840 Anne... You won't persuade me this time. 162 00:13:20,880 --> 00:13:23,400 No. I won't. Just no. 163 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:29,440 So... you expect me to just sit in that stinking room 164 00:13:29,480 --> 00:13:31,200 for the next seven years, do you? 165 00:13:31,240 --> 00:13:34,240 I don't expect anything of you, John. Nothing. 166 00:13:35,840 --> 00:13:38,240 Well, maybe I will turn myself in, then. 167 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:42,680 Maybe I'll turn myself in, and tell them everything. 168 00:13:43,760 --> 00:13:45,880 I wonder how long we'll get. 169 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:48,160 It's a white collar crime, but still, 170 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:50,600 be a few years, I'd imagine. 171 00:13:57,600 --> 00:14:00,360 And you'd probably miss Anthony's wedding. 172 00:14:08,800 --> 00:14:10,200 BELL RINGS 173 00:14:14,120 --> 00:14:16,360 Hello. How can I help you? Good afternoon. 174 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,200 I'm here to collect a duplicate birth certificate 175 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:22,320 in the name of John Jones, please. John Jones. OK. 176 00:14:24,200 --> 00:14:28,760 The problem is, the only person who can permit the coroner 177 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:33,360 to expedite an inquest is the actual Home Secretary. 178 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:37,880 The thing is, June... 179 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:39,960 I just don't know how we can move on. 180 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:42,360 My boys and I 181 00:14:42,400 --> 00:14:45,920 without a body, or a certificate 182 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:49,120 with nothing to hold on to, 183 00:14:49,160 --> 00:14:52,120 I just don't know how we can ever truly... move on. 184 00:14:55,720 --> 00:14:57,200 I will call him again. 185 00:14:58,720 --> 00:15:01,880 Yes! She just said she'd call him again. 186 00:15:01,920 --> 00:15:04,280 I know, but I feel it, Anne, I do, 187 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:06,640 in my bones, that we'll get there. 188 00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:08,720 And now we have this... 189 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:10,280 That means I can get a new passport, 190 00:15:10,320 --> 00:15:12,480 and then we're flying, love. Literally. 191 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:15,520 We're flying off to live somewhere warm and beautiful. 192 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:19,840 Away from all this endless bloody cold and rain. 193 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:22,800 And people wanting to stop you making something of yourself. 194 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:29,720 And we can start again. 195 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:32,600 Just the two of us. 196 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:35,360 Go back to how it used to be. 197 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:39,400 When we used to laugh and... have hopes. 198 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:42,360 And were happy. 199 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:44,240 No? 200 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:54,040 And I am sorry, love, 201 00:15:54,080 --> 00:15:57,160 that it's taken so much longer than we thought. 202 00:15:58,280 --> 00:16:01,640 And I do appreciate everything you've done. 203 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:07,240 But I do also genuinely feel 204 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:11,480 that things are going to start to get easier now. 205 00:16:13,080 --> 00:16:14,800 I really do. 206 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:18,760 SHE CHUCKLES 207 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:25,760 'Except it wasn't nearly over. 208 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:31,040 'The days of waiting turned to weeks, 209 00:16:31,080 --> 00:16:34,280 'which turned to months, which turned to bleak midwinter. 210 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:39,120 'And when I wasn't terrified of being found out 211 00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:41,520 'by the insurance companies...' BANGING. 212 00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:43,640 '..I was still having to deal with the bailiffs.' 213 00:16:43,680 --> 00:16:45,680 BANGING 214 00:16:45,720 --> 00:16:48,360 Are you in there, Mrs Darwin? Can you come to the door, please? 215 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:52,480 'So whilst we waited for an answer from the coroner... 216 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:55,320 'I spent my days trying to fend off the banks. 217 00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:02,680 'As John applied for a new passport with his fake identity, 218 00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:06,320 'and started searching the world for somewhere we could live. 219 00:17:06,360 --> 00:17:09,000 'And then it was Christmas again.' 220 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:11,440 Hello! Hiya, Mam. Hiya. 221 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,600 How are you? All right. How are you? 222 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:14,920 You all right? 223 00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:16,840 CRACKERS SNAP There you are, Mam. 224 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,880 ALL CHATTER 225 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:28,040 OK... "What do you give a dog for Christmas?" 226 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:31,160 I don't know, what do you give a dog for Christmas? 227 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:33,280 "A mobile bone." 228 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:36,960 Oh. A mobile bone. THEY CHUCKLE. 229 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:39,240 Do you want a top-up, Grandad? 230 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:40,880 Oh, yeah. 231 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:44,440 Er, "Why did the pony have to gargle?" 232 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:46,720 MUFFLED: "Why did the pony have to gargle?" 233 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,440 Why? Erm... dunno. 234 00:17:50,480 --> 00:17:53,440 Because it was a little "horse". It was a little horse. 235 00:17:53,480 --> 00:17:55,920 Come on, we had that one last year. 236 00:17:58,640 --> 00:18:00,560 Looks really good, Mam. 237 00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:02,800 To Dad. Aye. 238 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:06,000 To John. To Dad. To John. 239 00:18:06,040 --> 00:18:07,960 To my boy. 240 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:16,200 We drove past Butler's Hill on the way up, 241 00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:17,960 and the snow was starting to fall, 242 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:20,280 and it reminded me of that sledge we built with Dad. 243 00:18:20,320 --> 00:18:22,520 Yeah. Erm... Snow Rider. 244 00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:23,960 Yeah! 245 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,240 How long did we spend making that? 246 00:18:26,280 --> 00:18:28,880 A year? And it lasted one go. MUFFLED LAUGHTER. 247 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:32,360 No, no, I don't have children. Not really my thing. 248 00:18:33,560 --> 00:18:37,680 And after the cancer took Anne, I guess... 249 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:40,000 I'm looking for the next big adventure. 250 00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:43,040 Professional and personal. 251 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:45,960 'Right. Sure. I mean... 252 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,760 'You ever thought of investing out here?' 253 00:18:48,800 --> 00:18:51,080 That's so funny. 254 00:18:51,120 --> 00:18:55,320 Well, I think I told you about my affinity with horses. 255 00:18:55,360 --> 00:18:57,880 Well, it's almost a spiritual thing, really and... 256 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:00,000 Mince pie? Yes, thank you, love. 257 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:02,920 Please. 258 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:07,360 How is everyone? 259 00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:08,960 All gone now. 260 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:11,800 The boys had to visit Lou and Flick's families. Right. 261 00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:17,360 You could go too, John. 262 00:19:18,960 --> 00:19:21,440 I'm sorry? You could go. 263 00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:24,960 Have the life you seem to really want. 264 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,200 This is the life I really want, with you. 265 00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:31,040 Is it? Yes, of course. 266 00:19:34,160 --> 00:19:36,840 Happy Christmas. 267 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,520 It's just a bit of fun. It's just a game. 268 00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:43,760 It doesn't mean anything, it's just a game. 269 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:11,040 'And then, finally, in February, 270 00:20:11,080 --> 00:20:13,840 'John got the news he'd been waiting for.' 271 00:20:15,240 --> 00:20:19,440 'When he first went missing, I stayed up all night. 272 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,160 'I didn't go to bed for days.' 273 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:24,360 It was a nightmare. 274 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,720 And it's still going on. 275 00:20:29,360 --> 00:20:32,760 I feel very much in limbo. 276 00:20:34,840 --> 00:20:37,560 People die, they have a funeral, 277 00:20:37,600 --> 00:20:39,240 they have a headstone. 278 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:43,080 There's something to mark the fact they existed on this earth. 279 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:47,800 But... without a body 280 00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:52,600 I don't know how we can mark John's life. 281 00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:58,960 It's the same for the boys. 282 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:05,240 They need help to move on. 283 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:12,680 There was no indication, from our extensive investigation, 284 00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:16,800 that Mr Darwin could have staged his disappearance in any way. 285 00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:18,520 What we do know, however, 286 00:21:18,560 --> 00:21:22,720 is that the canoe was barely watertight, let alone seaworthy, 287 00:21:22,760 --> 00:21:27,760 so we believe the most likely scenario is the vessel sank, 288 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:30,960 and Mr Darwin was carried into the shipping lanes 289 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:35,160 by the treacherous currents off North Gare beach, 290 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,520 where we believe he very sadly drowned, 291 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:41,720 with his body almost certainly then being swept out to sea. 292 00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:46,920 Sadly, we will probably never know for sure what happened that day, 293 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,560 which is no comfort to the family, 294 00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:53,720 'but is why I can now record an open verdict, 295 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:58,800 'and declare John Ronald Darwin missing, presumed dead. 296 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:13,840 'I very much hope you will now have an opportunity 297 00:22:13,880 --> 00:22:15,680 'to move on with your lives.' 298 00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:39,160 ANNE: 'Over the next few months, we received cheques 299 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:42,240 'for nearly a quarter of a million pounds. 300 00:22:44,080 --> 00:22:46,760 'Which meant we could pay off the global mortgage 301 00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:49,760 'and finally start selling the rental houses. 302 00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:51,640 'All 12 of them. 303 00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:57,280 'Two months after the inquest, his new passport arrived. 304 00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:59,560 'It was all going to his plan. 305 00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:04,440 'What could possibly go wrong?' 306 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:14,720 What the fuck?! 307 00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:18,520 CAR HORNS BLARE 308 00:23:24,360 --> 00:23:26,480 JUNE: 'Swore blind it was him. 309 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:29,880 'Worked with him at Holme House Prison, he said. Alan Hudson.' 310 00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:31,720 I remember Alan. 311 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:33,840 Just walking along the promenade, he said. 312 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:38,320 I mean, no-one would like him to be alive more than me, June. 313 00:23:38,360 --> 00:23:44,600 You've not seen anyone who you thought... looked like him? 314 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:47,480 But with a beard? But with a beard. 315 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:49,160 I'm really sorry, no. 316 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:51,080 I mean, if I did, did you want me to call you? 317 00:23:51,120 --> 00:23:53,520 If you wouldn't mind, at least so as we could eliminate them. 318 00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:56,800 Of course, happy to do that. Thanks, Anne. 319 00:24:07,600 --> 00:24:10,920 I think it might be sensible for me to go away for a bit. 320 00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:16,360 I've been researching some business opportunities for us in America. 321 00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:18,360 And now I have my new passport, 322 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:21,000 I thought I might head there for a week or so. 323 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,480 Kill two birds with one stone, as it were. 324 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:26,840 Could you get me some cash out? 325 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:28,400 Please. 326 00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:57,640 'A part of me was almost relieved when he left. 327 00:25:00,320 --> 00:25:02,080 'Almost. 328 00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:16,680 'And then just two weeks later...' 329 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:17,880 KNOCKING 330 00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:22,480 KNOCKING 331 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:25,800 KNOCKING 332 00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:02,840 She told me it was a watertight investment. 333 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:04,640 Stupid tart. 334 00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:07,640 How much? 335 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,800 Fifty. Fifty thousand pounds? 336 00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:15,080 Dollars. I'm not that daft. 337 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,000 And what else didn't she give you? 338 00:26:21,440 --> 00:26:23,880 It was never like that. 339 00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:26,840 She said she had a ranch we could invest in. 340 00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:28,800 It was just business. 341 00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:34,920 Can I come through? Do what you like, you will anyway. 342 00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:53,120 'And so that was that. 343 00:26:56,480 --> 00:27:00,000 'And now we settled back into a dull routine. 344 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:03,560 'With the next two years passing in the opposite of a blur. 345 00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:09,640 'John kept searching for his dream, 346 00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:13,480 'I kept working and saw no-one other than family. 347 00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:18,880 'Very occasionally, we would fly to another country 348 00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,800 'to see if we could live there. 349 00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:24,280 'John would lose some more money, and then we'd fly home, 350 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:28,960 'to drink wine on our own, waiting for something to change. 351 00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:52,360 'And then, finally, one day, 352 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:56,000 'against all the odds, it did.' 353 00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:59,040 THUNDER RUMBLES 354 00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:07,520 It has anonymous bank accounts, 355 00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:10,080 it's not obsessed with law and order, 356 00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:12,720 meaning you can actually get stuff done. 357 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:15,840 It's Catholic - that's one for you there, 358 00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:19,520 and last but not least, it's just beautiful. 359 00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:24,840 So 360 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:26,920 what first attracted you to the low-tax, 361 00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,680 high-corruption country of Panama, John Darwin? 362 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:35,240 It looks very lovely, but it's 10,000 miles away. 363 00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:38,200 Five. It's another world. 364 00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:41,040 Well, like I said before, that's exactly what we need. 365 00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:44,000 A fresh start, a brave new world. 366 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:48,400 So 367 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:50,600 what would our life be there? 368 00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:53,360 Well, whatever we wanted it to be. But... 369 00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:57,120 I've been looking into 370 00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:00,600 ecotourism. 371 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:06,000 So, we buy a plot of land in a scenic spot somewhere, 372 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:09,160 near a lake or a river, or hiking trails. 373 00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:11,720 And we build some cabins, one for us, 374 00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:14,160 and others we just rent out to tourists, 375 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,280 and then we start advertising it. 376 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:20,400 Riding, swimming, rafting. I mean 377 00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,000 what a life that would be, Anne. 378 00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:26,920 And I know that in the past, 379 00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:29,360 I've sometimes bitten off more than I could chew. 380 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:33,640 But I really think this one is doable. 381 00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:36,680 I genuinely do. 382 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:40,400 How would the boys visit? 383 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:46,120 I don't know, but they visit here OK, don't they? 384 00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:49,680 Except we'd be living as man and wife there. 385 00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:51,840 I presume? 386 00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:53,480 Of course we would. 387 00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:56,720 And as for the boys... 388 00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:01,200 OK, so, this time, 389 00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:05,240 I'm not going to pretend that I've got all the answers yet. 390 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:08,160 But we'll work something out, haven't we always? 391 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:09,480 No. 392 00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:12,560 And if you liked the idea, I think they'd support you. 393 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:16,480 I think they'd want you... to be happy. 394 00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:22,000 What I suggest, first up, 395 00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:24,560 we just take a holiday there. 396 00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:28,320 Look at some land and just... 397 00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:31,240 We play it by ear. 398 00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:33,640 We just 399 00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,800 see how it feels. 400 00:30:37,440 --> 00:30:38,680 What do you say? 401 00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,640 I need to speak to the boys. 402 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,600 Did you not consider Alicante, Mam, if you just wanted warm? 403 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,880 I also want a bit of an adventure. 404 00:30:57,080 --> 00:30:58,440 I've spent the last four years 405 00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:00,360 rattling around that great big house on my own. 406 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,320 Every day the same, 407 00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:04,440 every day looking out to where your father... 408 00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:11,880 I just wanted a change, a bit of sunshine. 409 00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:13,920 I thought you'd be pleased for me. 410 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,160 And we are, sorry. 411 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:18,400 I think we're a bit surprised, that's all. 412 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:21,800 But it's a great idea. 413 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:23,680 And you're right, 414 00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:26,480 maybe an adventure's exactly what you need right now. 415 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,520 AIRPORT PA ANNOUNCEMENT 416 00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:49,120 Will you stop bloody slowing down? 417 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,120 What if I see somebody I know? 418 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:55,080 Love, you're acting daft. 419 00:31:55,120 --> 00:31:57,040 Or I'm not coming! 420 00:32:38,560 --> 00:32:41,120 It says taxi that way. OK. 421 00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:02,880 This is more than 5,000 miles away. 422 00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:07,080 Wait till you see the land we're visiting. 423 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:11,720 It really is out of this world. 424 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:30,840 And this is my wife, Karina. 425 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,120 Karina, this is Anne and John who I told you about. 426 00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:36,440 Oh, hello. Hello. Lovely to meet you. 427 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:39,840 So, how was your trip? Muy bueno, gracias. 428 00:33:39,880 --> 00:33:42,120 Oh, very good. 429 00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:43,960 You are honorary Panamanians already. 430 00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:47,520 That's actually all she knows. THEY LAUGH. 431 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,640 PHONE RINGS Oh, sorry. 432 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:54,560 So, what's the plan, Mario? OK. 433 00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:56,360 So, we start first thing tomorrow, 434 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:59,080 there are two plots we will see in the morning, one in the afternoon, 435 00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:02,200 and then we will do the same each day, so three or four a day, 436 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:05,200 till either I wear you out, or you find your dream. 437 00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:07,960 Hopefully the latter. Sounds good? Sounds good. 438 00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:10,320 Oh, sorry, would you mind? 439 00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:12,320 It's just a thing we do with our clients. 440 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:14,840 'Aside from the initial lie, 441 00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:17,680 'this was easily the most stupid thing we did 442 00:34:17,720 --> 00:34:20,160 'in those five and a half years.' 443 00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:47,920 Annie! 444 00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:51,800 Shake a leg, love! 445 00:34:51,840 --> 00:34:54,080 We'll be late for the next appointment. 446 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,000 Can't we just buy this one? 447 00:34:58,440 --> 00:35:00,960 You said that about the last one. 448 00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:04,200 And all three yesterday. 449 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,680 Could we actually do this, John? 450 00:35:08,720 --> 00:35:10,880 Do the numbers actually work? 451 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:12,560 I think so. 452 00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:16,400 I need more time to go through them all in detail, but 453 00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:20,320 my gut tells me yes. 454 00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:24,520 And has my gut let us down yet? 455 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:29,240 'Over the next two weeks, we saw dozens of plots, 456 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,160 'through several agents, 457 00:35:31,200 --> 00:35:34,280 'each one more beautiful than the last. 458 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:36,280 'And I can't deny, 459 00:35:36,320 --> 00:35:39,120 'I slightly started to fall in love.' 460 00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:40,840 And we could do painting classes, 461 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:42,920 maybe get in some local artists to teach, 462 00:35:42,960 --> 00:35:45,320 and cooking courses, using local produce. 463 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:49,120 I bet we could even grow our own vegetables... What? 464 00:35:49,160 --> 00:35:51,320 Nothing. 465 00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:54,160 I'd just forgotten how pretty you are when you smile. 466 00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:56,240 Be quiet. 467 00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,040 It's true. 468 00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:01,320 Well, it's been a long time since I've felt like I could. 469 00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:04,720 And maybe I'm being stupid, letting myself get carried away with it. 470 00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:07,400 You're not being stupid at all. 471 00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:09,960 I mean, I'm not saying it'll all be easy. 472 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,160 We've got a lot of baggage, as they say. 473 00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:15,880 And I think we have to accept that we can't change the past, 474 00:36:15,920 --> 00:36:17,440 what we've done. 475 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,480 But I do wonder if here, at least, 476 00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,560 we could live alongside it a little more comfortably? 477 00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:27,360 Not pretend it never happened, just 478 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:30,080 let other things be important again as well. 479 00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:33,640 Like sun. And smiles. 480 00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:37,000 And s... Shush! 481 00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:40,160 Which is all very well and good, John, 482 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:42,360 but we do still have two sons back home. 483 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:44,680 And my mam and dad. And your dad. 484 00:36:44,720 --> 00:36:47,360 And every time I kid myself there could be a way forward, 485 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,200 I always come back to them. What I've done to them all. 486 00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:53,640 And I get that. 487 00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:56,800 But my dad's very old, 488 00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:59,280 not long for this world, and 489 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:01,920 no of fence, but yours neither, probably, 490 00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:04,320 as sad though it is. 491 00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:08,720 So... that leaves the boys. 492 00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:10,800 And here's the thing, love. 493 00:37:10,840 --> 00:37:12,640 I listen to them when they come up, 494 00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:14,360 talking round the kitchen table with you, 495 00:37:14,400 --> 00:37:15,840 I listen to them always. 496 00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:19,560 And let me tell you one thing I know for sure. 497 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:21,400 They are happy. 498 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:24,240 You've done your job. 499 00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:26,720 They're going to be OK. 500 00:37:26,760 --> 00:37:29,000 So don't ever lose sight of that. 501 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:33,320 Con gusto. Gracias. 502 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,160 De nada. 503 00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:46,200 To happiness. 504 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,520 To happiness. 505 00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:56,520 'We went back and forth several times over the next year, 506 00:37:56,560 --> 00:37:59,520 'and in the end, bought a lovely apartment 507 00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:02,520 'in a quiet part of the city, overlooking the sea. 508 00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:06,040 'Having also found a plot of land we liked, 509 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:08,960 'we agreed John would stay to push that through 510 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:16,760 'whilst I went back to Seaton Carew 511 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:20,320 'to finally sell the two remaining houses.' 512 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:22,520 MAN: 'ADT Bank. How can I help?' 513 00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:24,400 Oh, hello. I hope you can help, please. 514 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:29,040 I want to transfer a sum of money from my deposit account in the UK 515 00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:32,040 to an American bank in Panama. 'Certainly. 516 00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:34,920 'Would you mind holding?' Yes, I'll hold. 517 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:37,640 'And then it was time to tell the boys.' 518 00:38:37,680 --> 00:38:42,320 And starting up your own business, Mam, in a foreign country, 519 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:45,200 you feel... confident you can do that, do you? 520 00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:48,880 Look, I know it's a lot to take in, 521 00:38:48,920 --> 00:38:51,960 but I just can't bear the thought of giving up already, 522 00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:54,400 of throwing in the towel at the age of 54. 523 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,520 I might have another 30 years in me. 524 00:38:57,560 --> 00:39:01,280 And I think I have the right to try to be happy again, 525 00:39:01,320 --> 00:39:04,200 to try for a new life somewhere. 526 00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,760 Somewhere away from the past. 527 00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,840 And obviously I'll come back and visit regularly. 528 00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:13,280 And when I've settled, you can come out and visit me. 529 00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:18,560 But you've got your lives to lead now, 530 00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:21,360 and you don't want to be worrying about having to drive all the way up 531 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,040 to see me every other weekend. That is never a... 532 00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:27,080 And you haven't ever made it feel like a chore. 533 00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:29,920 But I just want you both to be free 534 00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:32,160 to start thinking about your own families now. 535 00:39:33,720 --> 00:39:35,080 So 536 00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:38,440 the houses are going on the market. 537 00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:43,360 And as soon as I've found buyers, that'll be it. 538 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,320 I need a big change, boys. 539 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:52,120 To be able to move on 540 00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:55,640 I need to be somewhere I can forget. 541 00:39:56,800 --> 00:40:01,720 'We managed to sell number four in mid-2007, 542 00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:03,920 'and then a few months later, 543 00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:06,600 'we also found a buyer for number three.' 544 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:08,680 DOORBELL RINGS 545 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:15,760 Haven't changed your mind, then? Sorry, no. 546 00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:19,240 So... 547 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:22,080 It's all in there. 548 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:26,760 Take whatever you want, or take nothing if it doesn't feel right. 549 00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:29,080 It's entirely up to you. 550 00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:31,000 I'll put the kettle on. 551 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:32,640 All right. 552 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:49,240 I still miss him. Me too. 553 00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:56,520 Miss ringing him to find out how to build something badly. 554 00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,200 Or how not to handle a work dispute. 555 00:41:01,240 --> 00:41:03,000 LAUGHING: Oh, yeah! 556 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:09,360 All done? Yeah, all done. 557 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:11,000 Good stuff. 558 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:13,720 So can I just ask each of you to sign those, please? 559 00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:16,760 It's just some inheritance tax stuff. 560 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,960 All very boring, you don't need to read it. 561 00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:20,720 Sure. No problem. 562 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:34,720 We're always at the end of the phone. 563 00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:36,120 Yeah. 564 00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:39,960 Proud of you, Mam. Go for it, all right? 565 00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:42,760 Enjoy yourself. 566 00:41:49,880 --> 00:41:51,880 Totally bloody nuts. 567 00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:24,520 Hello. 568 00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:27,840 John? 569 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,920 Hiya, love. Lovely to see you. How are you? 570 00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:09,760 I'm good. 571 00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:11,640 I'm excellent. How was your flight? 572 00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,480 Yeah, fine, thanks. Let me get you a drink. Have a seat. 573 00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:18,920 And how have you been, all on your own? 574 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:20,560 Yes. Good. Yeah. 575 00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:22,800 Yes? Everything OK? 576 00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:24,360 Yeah, fine. 577 00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,160 John, can you leave that a second? 578 00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:29,240 I'll get you a glass of that stuff you had last time. 579 00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:30,640 John, what's the matter? 580 00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:32,000 Prosecco, wasn't it? John. 581 00:43:37,240 --> 00:43:38,480 OK. 582 00:43:41,240 --> 00:43:43,360 We might have a little problem. 583 00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,200 What sort of a little problem? 584 00:43:46,240 --> 00:43:48,400 And this is absolutely not my fault 585 00:43:48,440 --> 00:43:51,600 because they only just changed the rules a few months ago 586 00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:53,800 so there was literally no way I could know about it. 587 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,960 What sort of a problem? 588 00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:02,320 To get permanent resident status here now, 589 00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:04,960 you have to have a signed letter from a police force 590 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:08,800 in your country of origin, attesting to your good character. 591 00:44:10,240 --> 00:44:12,840 Which is obviously a bit tricky, 592 00:44:12,880 --> 00:44:15,440 given that my character doesn't actually exist. 593 00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:18,760 So you're saying we can't actually live here? 594 00:44:18,800 --> 00:44:20,880 Not literally, no. 595 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,880 Oh, my God, John. I know. 596 00:44:23,920 --> 00:44:25,440 How could you have missed that? 597 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,720 There was so much else I had to deal with. 598 00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:30,080 And you found this out when? 599 00:44:30,120 --> 00:44:32,600 After I got on the plane? I mean, when did you find this out? 600 00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:34,800 Actually, a few weeks ago. 601 00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:37,560 And you didn't think to tell me?! 602 00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:40,520 To maybe stop me shipping all our possessions out here? 603 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:42,880 Yep, fair play. 604 00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:45,760 I could have been a bit more reactive there, but 605 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:48,560 to be honest, I was just so preoccupied with the land deal. 606 00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:52,880 What land deal? The land we saw, love. 607 00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:54,640 The land we agreed to buy. 608 00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:58,680 I remember that land deal, John. Of course I remember that land deal. 609 00:44:58,720 --> 00:45:02,600 But you obviously wouldn't spend $400,000 610 00:45:02,640 --> 00:45:04,720 on that land deal, if you'd just learned 611 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:07,000 you couldn't actually live or work here, would you? 612 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:09,240 Only a mad man would do that, wouldn't they? 613 00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:12,400 It was a bargain. 614 00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:13,800 No. 615 00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:16,760 No. 616 00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:19,720 You're frustrated, and I get that. 617 00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:23,440 It's obviously disappointing for both of us. 618 00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:26,960 But everything happens for a reason, Anne, 619 00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:31,000 and this has actually given me room to think. 620 00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:35,440 Because in truth, I'm fed up of skulking in the shadows. 621 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:38,560 I want to be able to see the boys again, as their dad, 622 00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:43,040 and for us to live normally, out in the open, as man and wife. 623 00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:45,720 So 624 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:51,240 I'm going to fly back to the UK. 625 00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:55,600 I'm going to present myself to the police, 626 00:45:55,640 --> 00:45:59,080 and I am going to tell them I've had amnesia. 627 00:46:00,720 --> 00:46:02,280 Because bottom line, love 628 00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,480 I've had enough of being dead. 629 00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,200 Subtitles by accessibility@itv.com 629 00:46:14,305 --> 00:47:14,824 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today